its my anniversary today, and guess what?! i havent seen my husband for more than 2 hours total today. thank you fucking military...you have officially screwed me over on my one year anniversary. tried to make it nice...and it got fucked. i dont know when the fuck hes gonna be home, but all i know is, im so sad right now. i just wanted a nice day, just ONE....add to the fact that hes been gone all this fucking week out in the field...and I just......
fucking a i just wanna curl into a ball and cry and sleep until tomorrow. but no, because whenever he comes home, i HAVE to be strong for him. and i will be....somehow.